funky feelings

hello! today was a pretty normal saturday, I stayed up all night watching hulu and reading a book off and on. I finished the book then I  slept most of the day. mid afternoon I went birthday shopping with my Boyfriend for his mothers birthday tomorrow. for some reason after I woke up I was in a very shut down mood. its been driving me crazy. I cant figure out what to do to break me out of it. I am literally going crazy. I feel so bored but then I don't want to do anything at all. I'll pick something up and then put it right back down. I know I need something but just can't put my finger on what is missing. I think I need a very intense hobby. maybe. does procrastinating count as a hobby? I should find out... later.

thats all for now I guess. I might drive up to see Randy while he is at work but I also might not. oh well. I should find something to do so that I have cool things to talk about on here. any ideas of what you would like to know about? leave a comment or 2 on things you think I should discuss or post about. 

as always byl.

trips, decisions, and fun.

I made it back from Parker's wedding, it was quite a trip. it was amazing to see all of my family again after so long. some things change and others don't its nice to know that some things will never change no matter what happens in your life. this year has been crazy for me and its only March. I love the feeling I now have of being in control of my life and doing what I want for me. I have made tons of progress in taking over my life and letting it go how I want. but as with everything in life I have a ton more to do. I will be adding pictures and typing up a whole lot more soon... I hope.
Make it Better.